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Post by Will on Mar 20, 2003 17:29:47 GMT -5
-Willow bite her lower lip and slightly frowns-
I was not crying! I was just tired and yawned... Now give me back my diary!
-With her quick hands, she snaches it back. Then she holds it tight to her chest. No one would make her part from it. No one...except, maybe herself...-
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Post by Daisuke, Sora and The Nest on Mar 20, 2003 20:38:45 GMT -5
You seem rather different you do. That diary belonged to someone the Slytherins hated/liked for his bad reputation yes they did. I will not ignore your wishes though I will not. I will leave now I will. *Starts to walk out again*
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Post by Will on Mar 20, 2003 21:56:42 GMT -5
-Willow mutters something under her breath. She releases the diary from her tight grasp and takes a good look at. It was just an old, leather bound diary...that could write back to you...There is nothing too strange about it...Willow finally convinced herself and when back to writing in it.-
Tom?
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Post by Daisuke, Sora and The Nest on Mar 20, 2003 22:08:44 GMT -5
I don't like that you know I do not at all. *Walks out completly
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Post by Sphi on Mar 22, 2003 0:49:58 GMT -5
Life is what you make it, Willow. That's what I've always believed. So whether life is a dream or a nightmare...that's all up to you. But you are not wrong to say it is never-ending. That's why you shouldn't, you can't, make your pain go away. Everyone has darkness inside of him...it's just like that untracable voice, that invisible love in all your dreams. It will never be found, and it will certainly never be stopped.
The best thing you can do, Willow, is share your pain and guilt with those who truly care for you. You'll realize that it really isn't so hard to continue living. And when all else fails over there at Hogwarts, just remember I'm always here. Do you feel ready to tell me what this secret of yours is now...?[/size][/font]
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Post by Will on Mar 22, 2003 1:02:33 GMT -5
It's pathetic really...I'm pathetic. To care about a muggle boy... I shouldn't have cared at all. I shouldn't have cared that I broke him...Guilt wasn't something I wanted. Regret shouldn't be haunting me...shouldn't be whispering in my ears.
-With one hand, Willow clutches her forehead-
I broke him, Tom! I shattered his beautiful soul! I know I shouldn't really care, but what he said! What he said after just slapped me...
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Post by Sphi on Mar 23, 2003 0:40:40 GMT -5
Ah, another love story.[/font][/size]
*writing stops appearing for a bit, but continues after some time*
I have to admit, I've never had such great luck with love either. I've had my share of loss. But I'm sure it wasn't really your fault. If you actually feel such guilt over it, even to the point that you needed to share it with Sareno, it couldn't have been your fault. So this boy...what exactly happened...?[/font][/size]
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Post by Will on Mar 23, 2003 1:15:16 GMT -5
A love story? I guess so if that’s what you want to call it.
It was completely my fault, Tom. I teased him, tortured him, and made him suffer to no end. I did it and no one else. Me! We were only ten years old…Do you know what he said to me?
-Willow stops writing for a few minutes before a rush of words starts to appear once more.-
When Sareno first arrived in the Slytherin common room, he was confused, lost and depressed. He thought that he was sorted into Slytherin because he was an evil little boy. However, I made him see how much he had been mistaken. I showed him that Slytherins aren’t all bad…but now I’m starting to doubt that…
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Post by Sphi on Mar 23, 2003 12:33:14 GMT -5
Ha. Slytherins aren't bad. They're powerful, and don't you ever forget that.
This story of yours doesn't seem to connect in my mind. Only ten years old? What can ten-year-olds possibly say to hurt each other so? And who exactly this boy anyways...?[/size][/font]
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Post by Salazar Slytherin on Mar 25, 2003 16:52:30 GMT -5
I guess since it is none of my buisiness I will just leave. I still say that you should not wright into that diary but it is your choice. *leaves the room*
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Post by Will on Mar 25, 2003 20:52:50 GMT -5
-After quite some time of muttering to herself, Willow finally returns to the diary-
It was pathetic, very pathetic. Oh, I just want the memories to disappear. Make then go away please! No more pain...no more.
-She drops her quill and diary and starts to clutch her head. A soft moan of metal pain floats in the air.
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Post by Daisuke, Sora and The Nest on Mar 26, 2003 22:11:22 GMT -5
*Notices her in pain*Miss Willow are you okay? Please tell me whats wrong please. I don't want you pain Miss Willow please tell me whats wrong I want to help you!
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Post by Will on Mar 27, 2003 1:04:14 GMT -5
-Willow's eyes go wide when she sees that Tom's diary has dropped to the floor. She moves to pick it up and hugs it close to her. Haunted eyes wonder around the room and then rest on the boy. The sight of him only made her shrink into a small ball in the couch. Soft whispers flowed out of her mouth as she slowly rocked back and forth-
No…I don’t want to talk about it…I just want the memories to go away…Talking won’t help. It will only make it worse…
-a quiet groan escapes past her lips-
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Post by Sphi on Mar 27, 2003 16:31:53 GMT -5
My dear...I'm so sorry for bringing back those memories. If you don't want to talk about it, I won't force you. But I must say that it is better to let go of those bad memories, especially those particularly horrible ones. Believe me, I'm more than willing to listen to you, to take in all of your problems...[/size][/font]
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Post by Will on Mar 27, 2003 17:20:37 GMT -5
-Willow's lower lip started to quiver and her usual fair skin is now ghost white-
It's ok, Tom...I don't know why I'm acting this way. Something is wrong. I feel different somehow...
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